‘Introverted’ is a term that appears in the news occasionally. I’ve seen it a few times recently. It usually gets dropped into the profile description of the bitter and violent person who has decided to take some act of vengeance on the world.
“The potentially violent loner is ironically, externally focused. Rather than accepting and enjoying his preference for solitude, he focuses on his resentment of the group, seeing himself as a solo victim entitled to revenge.” – Laurie Helgoe (Introvert Power)
The Locus of Control
This is a key concept in personality psychology and gives an important insight into what motivates our mindset.
Internal: If you have a sense that you are in control of your life’s trajectory and see success something you can make happen…and failure as something you can respond to.
External: If you see success and failure as coming from outside forces over which you have no control.
How do you see your life?
Many people have an external locus of control at important times. When we compare ourselves to others we may feel isolated because we feel somehow inadequate.
The external approach feels that life never goes to plan. Everyone else seems to be successfully pursuing their dreams. We’re left wondering why we can’t ever seem to ‘catch a break’.
When we compare our messy insides with another person’s shiny exterior it can feel like we’ve been left behind while they appear happy and successful.
Laurie Helgoe expands on this idea: “In an extroverted society, we rarely see ourselves in the mirror. We get alienating feedback. Alienating feedback comes in the form of repeated encouragement to join or talk, puzzled expressions, well-intended concern, and sometimes, all-out pointing and laughing.
Alienating feedback happens when we hear statements like, “What kind of loser would be home on a Saturday night?” Alienating feedback happens where neighborhoods, schools, and offices provide no place to retreat. Alienating feedback happens when our quiet spaces and wilderness sanctuaries are seen as places to colonise.”
As Robin Williams famously said in World’s Greatest Dad, “I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. It’s not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people that make you feel all alone.”
We may find ourselves surrounded by people who make us feel alone when we believe that alienation or isolation is a problem solved by people. That is an extroverted rationale that sees being alone as the problem. It’s not. The problem is alienation, and for introverts and those with an internal locus of control alienation happens in the wrong kinds of crowds and groups.
Alienation and isolation occur when we are disconnected from ourselves, from a deeper sense of meaning, and from the people who actually bring us to life.
Laurie points out that “when an introvert looks at society and sees no reflection, she risks becoming alienated, either by staying true to herself and becoming alienated from society—called social alienation—or by adapting to society and becoming alienated from herself—self-alienation.”
Over to You
Do you have an internal or external locus of control? What has this meant for your mindset and approach to life? I’d love to hear your thoughts. Please leave your response in the comments below.
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